and in small packages! confusion is free and requires no package. i've never really figured out why i enjoy attempting to confuse people, it's just a quirk of mine. “xxdeathkillyouxx is playing naked tonight” “where's naked?” band names changed to protect the potentially nude random thoughts: +cut off his eyelashes, it's the source of all […]

“you feel fat and i feel ugly, together we don't like anybody” -kind of like spitting it's really quite fitting these days (obligitory ha). which is the worse fantasy land? that of sleep or that of comfortable reality? which is the worse coping mechanism, constant escape or constant meanness. these truly are questions for the […]

“….and when he's in a good mood, he tells you how fabulous you are!” -steph (she's crazy, even if she can list 10 people that are allegedly crazier than her.) so last weekend i went to aberdeen and it was fabulous. one of the best trips i've taken, even though all the trips i take […]

i love mandy, my ultimate gay fonze boyfriend. it was an incredible weekend …more later

in the spring of my senior year i went to my first (and only so far) concert. it was flogging molly at the sokol underground in omaha and it was free because it was sponsored by my sister's university, creighton. this past year, my good friend maren began attending creighton and went to another free […]

the skies cleared and all that remained was a dancing star, for you see… the chaos was within. oh trumpy, you do tragic things! (we don't stand a chance) the zine is not going so well. i should work on that tonight. lots of things aren't going well, but i'm alive and there are friends […]

and in other news… well, i'm a bit more colorful. and i still wear glasses. there are ups and downs. lately it's just been a lot of downs + stomache pain.

a few odds and ends i neglected previously… rufus wainwright seems to be quite amazing. i'm currently blasting the song “oh what a world” and it's grandfancy. men reading fashion magazines… love me rufus! while i was at perkins on tuesday i had an intense desire to call mel (, drink coffee, discuss our engagement, […]

it's silly to begin at the beginning. it's so much more logical to begin at the present and skip backwards. tonight was filled with coffee and people from the past i didn't expect to see, much less share a table with at perkins. i sat next to the girl mostly responsible for my switch to […]

I'll be going to the Duluth orientation session for England (the cities are totally for suck weasles). Afterwords, all us cool cats should totally ditch our parents or whatever and run away to Perkins on London road and discuss philosophy, our summer, Sylvia Plath, and let's talk about our addiction to personal grooming. It'll be […]

p.s. it was hard