the only thing worse than not being able to sleep is not being able to sleep with someone.
my body is trying to kill this relationship; between strep throat, coughing, weird dry skin, and this current insomnia (agh!?) it's too much to bear, but he's worth it.
my shyness doesn't help social matters. tomorrow we're going on a double date which i'm really excited for. for now i'll try and do homework to get this sick feeling out of my stomache.