i've been unwilling as of late to maintain a normal sleep schedule. maybe i'm preparing for summer! that's it.
since it's 1:49 a.m. I can (unsafely) say…
alexjoshtyderick!tymattchadjeffbryan
*heaves a massive sigh*
i am topher boy, wandering reality. who will buy my meat sandwich?
and afterall, you're my wonderwall. i dedicate this to you andy, wherever you may be. i listened to the cd i made when we were together and i didn't feel too horribly depressed. that was good to know.
4/24/03. it's been more than a year, time to forget. i've been digging too deeply into the past lately.
it's been nearly a year since i graduated high school. unfuckingbelieveable about describes that.
CSB… ha. ha. hahahaha… hmm. what a ridiculous few years it has been. kolbalexsethtyderick!tymattchadjeffbryan
maybe i'll tattoo strings of names along the backs of my legs as a reminder of where i've gone before.
uhh… still i woke up sucking on lemon? i'm really not sure why i'm listening to radiohead. speaking of which, i wonder how clint is doing. i hope he's finding meaning or himself or something.
i should go on a vision quest. i could understand me and clear up this nasty confusion. i think the word rejection is a nice description of parts of this year that was college. it's biased and not fully correct, but it's applicable. i just need constant affirmation. banana phone. ringringringring.
do you have limits? take it as a learning experience. my bad. i never want to stop holding you. god i love your cock. fuck me fuck me fuck me. it was fun getting you off. if you wanna play hooky we can play early. it is true!! moan for me. it was just so relaxing. you've got some size on you. i'm sure they'll be friends. something's poking me. we should probably put our pants back on. god you're beautiful. i'm naked with the world's most beautiful boy and he's naked! no one's there.
that… was kind of random. perhaps i should try and be more serious in my art. i don't know if i'm capable of such a thing. it's safer that way.